Updatedness

Wow. My last post was a poem. And I liked that poem. Good times.

Anyway, so much has happened within a few months. School is almost over for the semester, which is definitely a good thing. I'm ready for a break before the spring semester begins. I just need to get through this week, and my two finals next week, and it'll be good. Then I'll be working a ton to earn money for Christmas! :) I'm excited about that. Worrying only about work and Christmas stuff for a month sounds pretty dang good to me.

I've been reading some people's blogs...and they're really depressing. I mean, I wish I could help these people out but there is only so much I can do. I can always say the generic "You're going to be ok!" and whatnot, but it's not sincere at all. I feel bad because I'm relatively happy right now. My life is going great. I couldn't ask for more. I'm meeting new people, I love my job, and I enjoy school despite the constant stress. Of course I fight with my family, but who doesn't? And then I read blogs that are somewhat sad and it gets me thinking: It's hard living in this world. Living is hard. Making money is hard. Good thing there is love in this life or else we'd all be dead zombies with no heart. I wish I knew how these people feel. Perhaps I have before but just forgot...

Anyway, I went to St. George over Thanksgiving break. I didn't get the traditional turkey dinner this year, but hopefully my parents decide on making one this weekend. We'll see. I went to St. George for my sister's soccer tournament. It was a pretty good trip. I was upset the first night because I couldn't sleep. It wasn't very fun. I wanted to go home and I felt like a burden to my family. But after that night, things started to get better. My sister's team got second place in the tournament. I was proud of her team. I love watching them play!

Well, I better wrap this up so I can go eat something before I head to work. Have a good day everyone!

October

October

Surprises around every corner,
to bring about the rush of adrenaline.
Unfamiliar faces, props, and fog;
Just to name a few of the outlandish scenes.

Nerves on end, sweat trickles down;
“Just another walk in the park,” she whispers nervously.
As glowing faces and flashing lights,
reveal the eerie darkness.

Movie scenes and daydreams,
coming to life for some.
Who knew nightmares could be so tall,
as the hovering sensation towers over her.

At last the feat is complete,
as she turns the last corner to freedom.
Looking back on the experience she says confidently,
“That wasn’t bad at all.”

Stupid Hiccups

So, my life is basically...busy. That's the best word I can come up with right now. I barely have time for myself anymore because of school, work, and homework. Sometimes I have days where I can do things for myself though. Which is good. Like dates. I like going on dates. Especially the one on thursday. :)


On October 3-4 I am going to Utah State. I'm pretty excited about this :D I really want to see a couple people because it's been way too long since I've seen them. Well, like a month and a half or something but still. It's going to be way fun. :)

I really love my work. For those of you who don't know where I work, it's Vanity. The girls I work with are super funny and fun to be around. Especially Kristen. She is one of my bosses but she is really fun to hang out with. Just last night we went to Leatherby's to eat some dinner and it was awesome! She is also in one of my classes at SLCC which is pretty tight. She has dry humor and can literally make me laugh all the time. Well, it's really easy to make me laugh but I feel like I'm constantly laughing when I'm around her.

I don't know what else to say really, so have a great night. :D

Ginger Ale-My addiction

Wow. It has been a while since I've written! Anyway, so much has happened within a few months!

Let's see where do I begin...oh! ok how about saying how much I love the new Batman movie. oh my gosh. It was sooooo good! :D I saw it twice already and I could see it again. That's how much I love it!

So, I start college in less than a month. I'm actually really excited about it. :D Most of my classes are just the general ones, but I am really thrilled for my hiking class. I can't wait to meet new people! Speaking of meeting new people, I might become a member of the senate for the Student Life and Leadership program at SLCC! How exciting! I really hope I make it because then I can meet new people and gain many new friendships! It's something I really really want.

The title of my post is really random. But I just love ginger ale :D the end.

I'm becoming more and more independent these days. It must be because I'm eighteen. Not going to lie, I really like it! :) I just wish I could get my job situation under control! It's taking forever for me to get the job I want. Hopefully within a few days someone will call me about it.

The fourth and final installment of the twilight series is coming out on August 2nd. I AM SO EXCITED! :D I'm going to the release party on the first and it's going to be a party! :D I have my book reserved and everything and I can hardly wait!

Well, I need to go do some stuff but I'll post hopefully sooner than last time! farewell!

Pretty content

I'm actually feeling pretty good about a lot of things right now. Things are going well and I'm very happy about that. I think it's because I talked to someone last night to get stuff off my mind, and off of his. I think it turned out pretty well, but I don't know how the other person feels. I guess I'll find out soon.

So, school is almost over. Almost one month exactly until the senior class of '08 graduates. I have mixed feelings about the whole graduation thing. I am going to be sad when I don't get to see all of my high school friends next year. It's going to take a while to adjust to new surroundings and new faces. Although, I am glad school is almost over because I need to get away from certain people. and drama. oh yes, the drama. I need to get away from that. It's definitely getting old and it's not worth it. But yeah, mixed emotions for the win! I'm probably going to cry at graduation. Wouldn't doubt it.

The AP Psych test is pretty soon. I'm actually pretty confident for this test. I imagine it will be fairly simple. I mean, I don't know if I'll get a 5, but hopefully a 4. I'd be happy with a 4. :D So we'll see how it turns out!

I gotta finish my research paper tomorrow so It'll be done and over with. Or at least ready for the next peer review which is on Tuesday.

Well, not much else to say. Toodles!

Welcome back bewilderment!

Yep. I am once again, bewildered. Only this time, it's worse. Maybe my mind will clear up when I go out of town for a few days. It could help a lot of the confusion I have stuffed up inside my cranium.

Anyway, I'm leaving for my journalism trip tomorrow. I'm so excited. :D It's going to be great fun! My friends are leaving tonight though for the choir/band trip. It's going to be weird not seeing anyone at school tomorrow. Kinda depressing. :(

Dang, it's raining. I wanted to go to the soccer game at Taylorsville today. The boys are playing Alta. Maybe it will clear up in a minute...hopefully....

Well, I don't have much more to say....so farewell!

I can see clearly now

Gotta love that song.

Anyway, it's true. Things are becoming much more clearer. I am understanding myself a bit more, and it's a good thing. The past little while has been a bewildering experience. But now, things are changing.

Things between Jared and I are much better. Or at least I think so. We had a conversation last night that cleared up a lot of junk that's been on my mind. It's definitely a wonderful thing. I think everything is going to be ok now.

Prom is on Saturday. I am so excited! Wow, you have no idea. This is my first prom because I wasn't able to go last year, or the year before. It's going to be a fun-filled experience. :)

I spent three and a half hours at a mall. I recommend to everyone that it's a bad idea. You know the saying "shop til you drop?" Well, there is some truth to that. Only I didn't fall down or anything, I just got really sick of shopping. Never thought these words would come out on a blog. Oh well. But yeah, shopping for three and a half hours equals bad idea.

School is a little bit insane at the moment. With this AP Psych test coming up, the studying hits hardcore. Not only is that class a minor headache, but English as well. I swear it feels like we write essays everyday recently. Anyway, this term is a beast.

Farewell to you all, later posts will be up and running soon.

I can drive away from all this pain

Gotta love Allred :D

I'm going to another Allred concert tomorrow at Solid Ground Cafe. But he's only opening for the main band, but that's ok. Just listening to a few of his songs makes my day/night that much better. :D

I hate being bewildered (thanks Nick!). It's absolutely ridiculous. I'll just end it there.


So, it's fourth term. Hooray! I actually can't wait for summer. Even though the next school year will be totally different, this summer is going to rock. I will make it count and spend good quality time with friends. And hopefully get a job. :D


I can't wait for the upcoming Ute football season. I love getting in my University of Utah spirit mode and cheering on my favorite football team. The best is when they score a touchdown. :D The crowd goes wild! I love being around U fans because it puts a giant smile on my face. Yay for being happy!


Well, I don't really have anything else to say, so farewell! I shall post again pretty soon!

Life is interesting

Wow, it's been a long time since I've posted, and a lot of things have happened. I've had my heart broken, I only have 4 teachers, and I have been spending more time with new and old friends.

Life has been keeping me entertained for the most part. I have journalism on my mind because it's always eventful. I mostly like it this way though. Some days it gets me so stressful I just want to give up, but I push through and try to make the best of it. I think of all of the rewards I will have in the future. Yay for long term thinking!

I love having short weeks. These past two weeks have only been four days long. I wish it was always like that. It would be so fun to just have a day where you could catch up on homework or whatever without rushing to get it done. But, it only happens because of holidays or end of term or parent teacher conferences. Let's make the days off count!

My senior year is almost over and that means college. It's so surreal. I don't know if I am ready to leave everyone yet. It's going to be depressing not going to high school after the summer and seeing familiar faces. It will take some time getting used to. A lot of people are leaving to colleges not located in the salt lake valley. For instance, Snow, Utah State, or any other out of state colleges. As for me, I will still be here. I will be living at home, working towards my generals at SLCC, and keeping a job so I can earn money to go to the school I've dreamed of attending: University of Utah. Yep. I am going to MY school. Hopefully to major in Psychology and possibly minor in Communications.

Anyway, I have some big ambitions. I hope I will pull through all the challenges so I can fulfill my ambitions. Yay for motivation!

It's a leap year. Sorry I just had to add that. :D

Well, there isn't much to add I don't think. I am pretty much done with the post that probably no one will read. haha. Oh well. Toodles!